Well friends, I’m starting a new blog.
This one will not shut down, I am just refocusing, and I felt a fresh start was in order. Comments will be replied to.
Please feel welcome to drop by at http://onedirectionforward.wordpress.com/
The new blog is still developing and I am not sure all of where I am going to take it. A few things have come to light for me:
1. Drug and alcohol recovery is no longer my central focus.
I can never lose sight of the fact that my alcoholism and addiction must continually be kept in realistic perspective and high priority in my life. I continue to work the 12 steps and remain a sober member of AA. I think my recent post about the limiting effect I have experienced in my local AA community really sums up how I am feeling. I want so much more than what this 12 step community in my area focuses on.
I want to continue to grow other important aspects of my life including marriage, parenting, career, management of finances, fitness, emotional health, and my spiritual pursuits of God as I understand him, specifically Jesus Christ. Not a light switch, not “The Fellowship”, and not some nebulous, unidentified, self-designed-to-suit-me “Higher Power”. I need to be honest with and true to what I believe.
2. My heart is for families and to help other men and women who have survived calamity.
This is where I feel my new focus needs to be. My heart aches and breaks when I hear about yet another divorce, and another family ripped apart because our culture of selfishness has suggested it is OK to do so. While I am not convinced all marriages can or will hold together, I believe what Dr. Phil states so plainly, “most people are too quick to get divorced. You shouldn’t get a divorce until you’ve turned over every stone and investigated every avenue of rehabilitation possible”.
Speaking as a man for just a moment…. men, we need to get it together. We need to raise the bar and take our part of the responsibility for our lives, our marriages, and our families. If calamity has struck us such as divorce, addiction, financial failure, health issues, depression, or what have you, we are not defeated. Our spouses need husbands, our kids need dads. A champion is simply someone who gets up again one more time than he gets knocked down.
My heart is to create a resource for those of us who have been knocked down, and don’t know if they can get back up. We can people! Men and Women alike! We can!
Our children will benefit, our communities will benefit, and our nations will benefit. And I do not wish to sound selfish, but at the centre of it all, we will benefit.
3. I feel more compelled to comment than post.
While I love posting and am grateful for the lively dialogue you have all contributed to my blog, I find my posting is somewhat sparse based on my time availability. At this stage, I feel far more compelled to read your thoughts on your blogs and reflect back with comments. I will likely continue posting on the new blog, but for now, my greater focus will be comments and replies.
I have linked all of you who have frequented my blog and you will most certainly be hearing from my by way of post comments. I will continue to tag to “twelve steps” so I will be in the neighbourhood.
I have few specific plans for my new blog, but who knows, I may do a similar blog with similar posts under the new domain.
4. I am no longer the YuppieAddict. I am Husband, Dad, Son, Friend, Neighbour, Servant.
My choice of domain name was somewhat circumstantial and relevant for a time. It does not describe how I want to be recognized. It has been a great 2 1/2 years on this site, with over 87,000 hits and hundreds of replies.
Well friends, I am looking forward to connecting in the new chapter. See you on your blogs.
All the very best. And God Bless you all.